Shiny Things

2023

 “For when I was desperate, overwhelmed, and about to give up, you were the only one there to help. You gave me a way of escape from the hidden traps of my enemies.”

‭‭Psalms‬ ‭142‬:‭3‬ ‭TPT‬‬

Growing up, my mama’s favorite saying, “when life deals lemons, make lemonade”, would often become an ear worm, wanted or unwanted advice throughout many periods of my life. Sometimes I would take the lemons and make the best lemonade ever! Other times I would chuck the lemons and stomp my frustrations. Occasionally, I would allow the lemons to pile up, shrink, maybe rot before realizing I’m drowning in compost.

“I am ready to give up. But you, Lord, know the path I am on, and you know that my enemies have set a trap for me.”

‭‭Psalms‬ ‭142‬:‭3‬ ‭ERV‬‬

It is easy to find oneself focused on issues, situations to fix, to do better, be better. To get caught up in what looks perfect, seems perfect, a lifelike mirage that can trap, leading a way to seek, devour, and destroy. Much like a modern day story of Hansel and Gretel.

“When I am overwhelmed, you alone know the way I should turn. Wherever I go, my enemies have set traps for me.”

‭‭Psalms‬ ‭142‬:‭3‬ ‭NLT‬‬

Shiny things can ensnare, trap even the most careful of believers, warriors. 

“Although my spirit is weak within me, you know my way. Along this path I travel they have hidden a trap for me.”

‭‭Psalms‬ ‭142‬:‭3‬ ‭CSB‬‬

However, shiny things do not last forever. There is a light that shines in the darkness. A cleanup crew for the compost. No matter how long we’ve chased a perfect life, following a mirage of the life that appeals to the masses, and so many other connective descriptives…there is hope.

““As I sink in despair, my spirit ebbing away, you know how I’m feeling, Know the danger I’m in, the traps hidden in my path. Look right, look left— there’s not a soul who cares what happens! I’m up against the wall, with no exit— it’s just me, all alone. I cry out, God, call out: ‘You’re my last chance, my only hope for life!’ Oh listen, please listen; I’ve never been this low. Rescue me from those who are hunting me down; I’m no match for them. Get me out of this dungeon so I can thank you in public. Your people will form a circle around me and you’ll bring me showers of blessing!””

‭‭Psalms‬ ‭142‬:‭3‬-‭7‬ ‭MSG‬‬

No matter how far gone we believe we are, we are never too far gone.

Friends- “‘May the Lord bless you and protect you. May the Lord smile on you and be gracious to you. May the Lord show you his favor and give you his peace.’”

‭‭Numbers‬ ‭6‬:‭24‬-‭26‬ ‭NLT‬‬

Amen

Treasure

“for where your treasure is, there your heart [your wishes, your desires; that on which your life centers] will be also.”

‭‭Matthew‬ ‭6‬:‭21‬ ‭AMP‬‬

I’ve moved many times in my life, both as a child and an adult. Moving is tedious; deciding what must be packed and what to place in a yard sale or what to donate. Weighing the heftiness of memories versus valuable antiques versus room in the moving truck. I’ve long believed being a minimalist would be easier, and it may well be that way, but I’m not quite ready to part with enough to garner the label of minimalist. Apologies to my patient husband! 

I had a question asked of me the other day and it has caused me great pause:

If Jesus asked you to leave it all right now- this instant, and go elsewhere to share His good news, would you? 

That means no packing.

No decisions on what to keep and what to let go.

That’s a hefty question. 

Or is it?

“For what will it profit a man if he gains the whole world [wealth, fame, success], but forfeits his soul? Or what will a man give in exchange for his soul?”

‭‭Matthew‬ ‭16‬:‭26‬ ‭AMP‬‬

While I pondered this question another question revealed itself, “Is comfort my idol?”. 

Am I too comfortable in this moment to hear His plan and purpose for me?

I’m incredibly thankful for this opportunity to pray these questions and seek His face. 

I ask, genuinely curious, what would your response be? 

I encourage an open conversation with our Lord and Savior, about the treasures stored in our  hearts.

Lord-

I’m so grateful for reflection, conviction! Ouch and Amen! Walk with me as I share my fears of losing comfort in some things but gaining comfort in You. May this reflection cause a ripple of spiritual inventory both in my home and for those who may be touched by this prayer. May the treasure found in my heart be You, Lord.

Amen

Hodgson Water Mill
Missouri
June 2023

Genuine Faith

Gerber Daisy
Memorial Weekend 2023

“So be truly glad. There is wonderful joy ahead, even though you must endure many trials for a little while. These trials will show that your faith is genuine. It is being tested as fire tests and purifies gold—though your faith is far more precious than mere gold. So when your faith remains strong through many trials, it will bring you much praise and glory and honor on the day when Jesus Christ is revealed to the whole world.”

‭‭1 Peter‬ ‭1‬:‭6‬-‭7‬ ‭NLT‬‬

As I was reading this passage of scripture, my first reaction was laughter. I envisioned walking to my mailbox, pulling out a hefty bill that I couldn’t afford and finding joy in it, dancing a jig and skipping back to the house.

Ain’t nobody finding joy in a bill one cannot afford.

But- that’s exactly what He calls us to do, find the joy. He’s asking us to choose Him, trust Him as the arrows strike. He promises to lead us towards a deeper and genuine, faithful relationship.

He will protect us as we seek refuge in Him, calling His name (Psalms 91). We may not understand our current suffering, but we can rest knowing that He hears our prayers and knows our hearts. 

After reflection, my vision of walking to the mailbox shows me lifting my face towards God after viewing the bill. Giving my concern to him, choosing to trust Him in the moment, walking back to the house feeling joyful that my Lord and Savior heard me and will take it from there.

God wants us to pray and watch for answers. Proceed with a thankful heart as He refines us and moves mountains.

When we step out on our own, it’s not easy, but as we trust Him, the burden becomes lighter (Matthew 11:28-30).

Lord-

Thank you for your wisdom and love. Sometimes we don’t understand why we have the trials we do, but I know you have a plan and a purpose for each one of us. I pray that those struggling will give their hearts to refinement, that their grief and suffering will lead them to a deeper and genuine faith.  We can trust you will lead us.

Amen 

If You Ain’t Loving, You Ain’t Living

Osteospermum
Wright County, Mo
May 2023

I remember when Kool-Aid introduced us to their Bursts. I called them Squeezers because no matter how careful I was, the bottle easily squeezed,  predominantly causing me to wear the contents. If my memory is accurate, that may have been the same time I refused to wear white. The irony!

Science demonstrates the definition of pressure each time a kid attempts to open a Kool-Aid Burst. Force is exerted onto the bottle and if there is not an equalized amount of force resisting, then pressure overcomes and the item experiences a movement or, in the case of the bottle, a collapse. 

Imagine being that bottle and life is happening all around. The force of decisions hit, finances hit, raising teenagers hit, unexpected death hits, a move or a change in jobs hit, relationships change, and the list can continue to grow. Pressure builds in the bottle and everything inside eventually comes out, typically in an explosion. How does that look? Frustration? Anger? Resentment? Bitterness? Disbelief? Grief? 

It’s not easy to look at our pain, our hurt and admit that how we react is giving out pain and hurt.

“So above all, guard the affections of your heart, for they affect all that you are. Pay attention to the welfare of your innermost being, for from there flows the wellspring of life.”

‭‭Proverbs‬ ‭4‬:‭23‬ ‭TPT‬‬

What if through the forces of decisions and experiences, we actively love? We give grace when others erupt. We mow a neighbors yard rather than complain they’ve not yet mowed theirs. Pay it forward in the drive-thru. Be present with those around us rather than detached.

Love is the equalized force that stands up against life’s pressures. 

I’m challenged to fiercely love, creating an unequalized force driven by love, causing a movement directed by the King of Kings, Lord of Lords.

“Owe nothing to anyone except to love and seek the best for one another; for he who [unselfishly] loves his neighbor has fulfilled the [essence of the] law [relating to one’s fellowman].”

‭‭Romans‬ ‭13‬:‭8‬ ‭AMP‬‬

If we are not loving one another, are we truly living?

Lord-

Thank you for placing the image of a water bottle being squeezed by a hand and revealing the water bottle as me and the hand as life’s decisions. Thank you for presenting an uglier image as the water bursting out of the bottle turns into ugly words, feelings and actions coming from me. You’ve rested this image on my heart for months. You revealed to me, today, while I sat in your house that as life squeezes, you are to burst from me not ugliness. Love for others is to flow like a wellspring. As I love those around me, they will love those around them. My heart delights in this moment. My prayer is to walk in your love and image, and should a time come that I’m squeezed by life, you burst from me and nothing else- in that moment love breaks through and healing, if needed, is sprung. A movement of your love rises. I didn’t want to attend church today for various reasons but you whispered in my ear that I’m personally invited to hear your message. Bless the pastor’s sermon today as he spoke in obedience of you, Lord, for only you and I know you’ve placed this very topic, in this very way, on my heart for several months. 

Amen

Attitude

Peony
Texas County, Mo
May 2023

“Your ancestors have also been taught ‘Love your neighbors and hate the one who hates you.’ However, I say to you, love your enemy, bless the one who curses you, do something wonderful for the one who hates you, and respond to the very ones who persecute you by praying for them.”

‭‭Matthew‬ ‭5‬:‭43‬-‭44‬ ‭TPT‬‬

We spend more time with coworkers than we do our families, a truth I find astonishing. What is the energy like in the workplace? Are you surrounded by those who can be a bit frustrating, negative? Perhaps you work with individuals who are optimistic, positive. What is your attitude like at work? When I was a teacher, I had the opportunity to join a school with “If everyone in this school had your attitude, what kind of place it would be?” displayed on the walls in the stairwells.  Now that is a daily reflection to take notice.

It’s easy to follow the complaints, get caught up in the gossip, resent some, have favorites in others, create a clique, strive to be popular, or refuse to conform to a continued high school setting in the adult world- reclusive. What if we stopped living in the world and lived in the Kingdom? 

What would it be like to walk away and lift our workplaces up in prayer rather than participate in the moment? We can do that anywhere, anytime. The grocery store, the convenience store, the park, schools, libraries, work, the list is endless.

“until they were filled (permeated, saturated) with every kind of unrighteousness, wickedness, greed, evil; full of envy, murder, strife, deceit, malice and mean-spiritedness. They are gossips [spreading rumors],”

‭‭Romans‬ ‭1‬:‭29‬ ‭AMP‬‬

I am encouraged that I can put on my armor and stand against envy, strife, malice, mean- spirits, and gossip. I do not have to participate in hurtful talk. I can simply walk away and pray, giving my concerns to Him.

Are you encouraged?

“Watch the way you talk. Let nothing foul or dirty come out of your mouth. Say only what helps, each word a gift.”

‭‭Ephesians‬ ‭4‬:‭29‬ ‭MSG‬‬

Lord-

Thank you for pulling me away and telling me to pray. I’m so thankful my heart was open to hearing you and I was obedient and left the gossip. Yes, our words are gifts and when spoken from your truth, we release all that you are to others. May I never forget how important it is to speak YOU to others. Though I may find myself lacking upon occasion, I am thankful of your grace and mercy each morning. May I confess and abide in you.

Amen 

Distracted

 

Star of Bethlehem
Toxic to pets
Texas County, Mo
April 2023

I was looking at our calendar the other day and felt overwhelmed. How did busy sneak in and dictate our every move? Busy is sneaky like that, paving the way for distractions. Packing the day with “To Do’s”, shows to watch, gardens to create, appointments, the list goes on. Racking up miscommunication and frustration until everyone is at odds, on their own island, feeling deflated. Irritated that no one is listening.

But God is listening.

I was drawn to Psalms 27:8, “My heart has heard you say, “Come and talk with me.” And my heart responds, “Lord, I am coming.””

So much is going on around me: my own busy household, the community, state affairs, political happenings, worldly happenings. Yet, He reminds me that when my heart is heavy, when my heart is full, He wants to be in relationship with me. He’s listening. 

He’s offering a 24/7 invitation to listen to me, you, our neighbors, strangers, anyone, everyone! No RSVP required. It’s not a black tie affair. VIPs are not a thing. He wants us to open up our hearts, let go of the busy, and rest.

There are three types of rest. We can get physically tired and our body needs rest. Overstimulated? Our mental health is important. Take a few breaths and a brain break. The rest that’s easy to put off is spiritual rest, beginning and ending the day sharing thoughts with God. Meeting Him and resting at His feet. 

There are two quotes from Pastor Adrian Rogers that gave me deep pause and reflection:

“Satan can't keep God from answering our prayers, but he will keep us from asking.”

“If the devil can’t make you bad, he’ll make you busy.” 

My prayer is that I notice the distractions in my life as barriers to keep me from seeking God, my refuge. 

Won’t you join me?

He’s listening.

“Surely your goodness and unfailing love will pursue me all the days of my life, and I will live in the house of the Lord forever.”

‭‭Psalms‬ ‭23‬:‭6‬ ‭NLT‬‬

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Seek

Star of Bethlehem 
Texas County, Mo
April 2023

 “But the Holy Spirit produces this kind of fruit in our lives: love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness,”

‭‭Galatians‬ ‭5‬:‭22‬ ‭NLT‬‬

Joy was the main topic in my quiet time. While I rested in joy, I was given an image of a human form sitting on the floor, cross-legged, flame all around. The flame obscured detail of the person sitting in the midst of fire but the joy emanating was unmistakeable.

“When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; And through the rivers, they will not overwhelm you. When you walk through fire, you will not be scorched, Nor will the flame burn you.”

‭‭Isaiah‬ ‭43‬:‭2‬ ‭AMP‬‬

Life isn’t easy. There’s a lot happening all at once! How we meet life is important. I can allow the fire to consume me and live in agony or I can keep my eyes on Jesus and watch the work he’s doing in my life and those around me.

“I leave the gift of peace with you—my peace. Not the kind of fragile peace given by the world, but my perfect peace. Don’t yield to fear or be troubled in your hearts—instead, be courageous!”

‭‭John‬ ‭14‬:‭27‬ ‭TPT‬‬

As I am being refined, receiving a heart change, my seasons have changed. My outlook is different. I welcome the joy that visits each morning…most days. 

I’m so thankful for the grace He shines down on me each and every day. 

He’s got enough for you, too. 

Seek Him in the pain.

Seek Him in the joy.

“Seek more of his strength! Seek more of him! Let’s always be seeking the light of his face.”

‭‭Psalms‬ ‭105‬:‭4‬ ‭TPT‬‬

Lord-

Thank you for loving us even when we struggle with finding joy, when we wrestle and are consumed by the fire. I praise you for always being bigger than all my trials, insecurities. 

Amen

Ever So

 

Mansfield,Mo
April 2023

“And consider the patience of our Lord [His delay in judging and avenging wrongs] as salvation [that is, allowing time for more to be saved]…”

‭‭2 Peter‬ ‭3‬:‭15‬ ‭AMP‬‬

Hurry up and wait.

I was always frustrated with that phrase. I’m a driven individual. I’m one when I have an idea or a project in my mind my response is, “let’s do it already”! So I guess one would describe me as a “doer”. There’s absolutely nothing wrong with that, until my “doing” conflicts with God’s “resting”. Then I find myself in a “hurry and wait” situation and the wrestling begins!

Exhausting, isn’t it?

I put that on myself. I allow the world to dictate my time, tell me where to go and what to do. And all the while I’m caught up in a wrestling match with doing versus resting, God is right there offering encouragement to rest while patiently waiting for me to let myself go.

Much like He patiently waited for me to recognize His voice.

Similar to Him patiently waiting for me to seek Jesus as the storms raged.

Exactly as he watched me make decision after decision in my late teens drive me further from Him, He patiently waited. 

He’s not a “hurry up and wait” kind of Father. He’s patiently waiting. 

… for the broken.

… for the Prodigal.

… for the lost.

… for the proud.

We, too, can be patient. 

Patient in all things.

Patient with all things.

Patient and rest.

Lord-

Thank you for this reminder as I’ve just wanted to DO rather than rest! I cannot force, but I can pray and wait. 

Amen

Do you have a friend, family member, coworker, acquaintance who doesn’t know Him? Who doesn’t understand that Jesus is the way, truth, and the light? Lift them in prayer. Speak their names to Him out loud. Let us not fall into “hurry up and wait”  but instead let us trust Him as He is ever so patient for His children to find their way to Him.

Hands

Dogwood
Texas County, Missouri
April 2023

“Keep and protect me, O God, for in You I have placed my trust and found refuge.”

‭‭Psalms‬ ‭16‬:‭1‬ ‭AMP‬‬

I didn’t always find refuge in God. I didn’t understand what it meant to trust someone I couldn’t see. I relied on me and me alone. What a lonely refuge, and really no refuge at all.

I was introduced to Jesus as my savior over twenty years ago but didn’t truly understand who he was until just a few years ago. One practice that gave me a hands on moment with my Savior was writing down on paper what was concerning me, like a letter. 

Dear God,

It’s hard raising teenagers. Some days I’m right on point and other days I feel dislodged. I cannot raise them without help. Please Lord- I give you my teenage sons. I have to let them go because I’m trying too hard. I trust you.

Amen

After writing my note, I would fold it and ask that the Lord hear my prayer. As I folded the paper, I would visibly imagine my concerns and worries, anxieties, anger be folded up, too. Then, I would place my folded note in the jar. This jar is actually a large vase. It represents Christ’s hands. I’m placing my cares into His hands. No looking back. No taking back.

Today I placed four notes into the jar.

His refuge is undeniable. 

His hands are open.

Words

Easter Cactus
Texas County, Mo
April 2023

If I do not utilize a “To Do” list, I often forget plans I’ve made, do not manage my time for projects, lose myself in what I want to get done. In other words, I’m a mess! I often relate to the phrase, “Jesus loves this hot mess.”

We need to be careful with the words we speak over ourselves. 

In my quiet time, Jesus never calls me a hot mess. I couldn’t imagine Jesus naming anyone a hot mess. 

In conversations with my kids, I’ve noticed phrases like:

That movie was sick. (They enjoyed the movie.)

I’m dying. (They are laughing.)

I was ghosted. (They were ignored.)

“The tongue can bring death or life; those who love to talk will reap the consequences.”

‭‭Proverbs‬ ‭18‬:‭21‬ ‭NLT‬‬

Words are powerful. They can bless and they can curse. 

Imagine Jesus standing in front of you, speaking to you. Would he use the same words you’ve spoken over yourself? 

“And never let ugly or hateful words come from your mouth, but instead let your words become beautiful gifts that encourage others; do this by speaking words of grace to help them.”

‭‭Ephesians‬ ‭4‬:‭29‬ ‭TPT‬‬

Death speak releases ugly thoughts and views. It decays ideals and breaks down truth. Imagine if our words were created with life? A life-spring would bubble all around us, spreading positivity and love. 

We believe what we hear.

I’m challenging myself to be mindful of what I speak over myself and to others.

Jesus doesn’t see me as a hot mess, why should I?

Testify

Seedum
Texas County, Mo
March 2023

The other day a client came in excited about what God has done in his life. He was jubilant in counting his blessings and praising God every step of the way. He shared his joy, quoted scripture, and praised Jesus. 

This client blessed me deeply as he boldly shared his love for God. Each word released God’s power and the Holy Spirit fell on me. There was a significant difference in me before he walked in versus when he left. 

Later that evening, I reflected how often I boldly testify. The hard truth is that I am lacking in this area and allow fear to hold me back. 

“For God has not given us a Spirit of Fear, but of power and love and a sound mind. Therefore do not be ashamed of the testimony of our Lord.”

2 Timothy 1:7-8

I have missed out on blessing others with the joy of God, face to face conversation, praising Him for what he’s done in my life. I have missed out on sharing His praises with others who do not know Him. I can make a change right now, right here, and ask Jesus to teach me how to boldly testify. 

Will you join and boldly testify what Jesus is doing in your life?

Seeds

Miniature Iris
Wright County, Mo
March 2023

Several weeks ago I was hovering over seeds I had planted. I was checking the temperature in my handmade seed box, watering the tiny pots so the seeds were not dry, talking to them, encouraging them. Excited for them to sprout.

God is very much the same way with each and every one of us. 

He encourages us.

“Now may the God who gives endurance and who supplies encouragement grant that you be of the same mind with one another according to Christ Jesus,”

‭‭Romans‬ ‭15‬:‭5‬ ‭AMP‬‬

He supplies us with what we need.

“I am convinced that my God will fully satisfy every need you have, for I have seen the abundant riches of glory revealed to me through Jesus Christ!”

‭‭Philippians‬ ‭4‬:‭19‬ ‭TPT‬‬

“Look at the ravens. They don’t plant or harvest or store food in barns, for God feeds them. And you are far more valuable to him than any birds!”

‭‭Luke‬ ‭12‬:‭24‬ ‭NLT‬‬

He talks to us.

“The sheep that are My own hear My voice and listen to Me; I know them, and they follow Me.”

‭‭John‬ ‭10‬:‭27‬ ‭AMP‬‬

““This is God’s Message, the God who made earth, made it livable and lasting, known everywhere as God: ‘Call to me and I will answer you. I’ll tell you marvelous and wondrous things that you could never figure out on your own.’”

‭‭Jeremiah‬ ‭33‬:‭2‬-‭3‬ ‭MSG‬‬

He has provided us wisdom. 

“All Scripture is inspired by God and is useful to teach us what is true and to make us realize what is wrong in our lives. It corrects us when we are wrong and teaches us to do what is right.”

‭‭2 Timothy‬ ‭3‬:‭16‬ ‭NLT‬‬

He loves us.

“And I am convinced that nothing can ever separate us from God’s love. Neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither our fears for today nor our worries about tomorrow—not even the powers of hell can separate us from God’s love. No power in the sky above or in the earth below—indeed, nothing in all creation will ever be able to separate us from the love of God that is revealed in Christ Jesus our Lord.”

‭‭Romans‬ ‭8‬:‭38‬-‭39‬ ‭NLT‬‬

Lord-

Thank you for loving me. 

Amen

Stand Up

 “Now my beloved ones, I have saved these most important truths for last: Be supernaturally infused with strength through your life-union with the Lord Jesus. Stand victorious with the force of his explosive power flowing in and through you.”

‭‭Ephesians‬ ‭6‬:‭10‬ ‭TPT‬‬

Remember your real enemy. Satan. He is a thief that prowls to seek, destroy, and devour (John 10:10). He whispers doubt in your ear. Lies are cultivated, they grow, and strife is born and fueled. 

Call out Satan’s lies. Take a stand and be firm in faith. (1 Peter 5:8-9) Though the storm may feel like it could crush you, a very convincing lie, stand firm in victory. Just saying Jesus’ name releases His power. 

Frustrated at work? Remember your real enemy.

Arguments at home? Remember your real enemy.

God is bigger than all your struggles. He’s bigger than the lies whispered in your ears. God is incomparable. Like Junior Asparagus sings in a VeggieTales episode, “God is bigger than the boogeyman…”. 

“But God, who is rich in mercy, because of his great love that he had for us, made us alive with Christ even though we were dead in trespasses. You are saved by grace!”

Ephesians 2:4-5 CSB

God’s grace is beautiful. Nothing compares to turning your back on the lies and allowing God’s love to shine brightly around you and through you. 

“I disagree with (insert lie). Lord I ask for clarity and wisdom, flood my heart with peace.”

No matter what has been said or done, grace is waiting to envelope you and those around you, allow God to be your heart surgeon. Victory is here and now, through Jesus Christ.

Let the lies go.

“With tender humility and quiet patience, always demonstrate gentleness and generous love toward one another, especially toward those who may try your patience. Be faithful to guard the sweet harmony of the Holy Spirit among you in the bonds of peace.”

Ephesians 4:2-3 TPT

Peace Lily

Lord-

I heard you call out “remember who is your true enemy”. I pray that hearts are changed and faces are lifted towards your light. I ask for a deep awakening, chains broken, and that no one stops to “clean up” but instead go directly to you in their anger, bitterness and strife, their hurt. That they are embraced by your mercy and know they are saved by grace in your son Jesus. I pray those who are hurt seek you and realize they can stand in victory as they speak your name. May we all recognize your great love. May we praise aloud what a great defender you are for each and every one of us. 

Amen 

Auto Pilot

Crocus
March 2023
Texas County, Mo

Today was our weekly trip to a mid-sized town for appointments. On our way back home, I noticed more signs on the side of the road than usual. I asked my son if he noticed any new signs and he said he did not, that the signs have always been there.

His reply caused me to pause and wonder how much do I really pay attention to my surroundings? I reflected on roads I travel often versus roads I’m rarely on. Which ones am I paying attention to, alert, wondering what’s up ahead versus just driving on through, auto pilot.

“Listen to me; listen, and pay close attention.”

‭‭Isaiah‬ ‭28‬:‭23‬ ‭NLT‬‬

As we drove further down the road in silence, I reflected this understanding with my walk with Jesus. When I was a new Christian, I looked for Jesus everywhere. Eyes wide open, searching, seeking, excited. I found Him everywhere. The road was always full of adventure as I traveled with Him on my mind and in my heart. 

Then the world got in the way. Billboards caught my eye, flashy happenings would draw my attention. Eventually, as I drove I would notice less and less of what’s around me, living life on auto pilot. I think we can all relate to leaving work and all of a sudden you’re home, not remembering the drive at all. 

When lives become busy, it’s easy to push out what we are used to seeing. Everything is a blur until a flashy new thing captures us and vies for our attention. It’s easy to drive along and wonder what the speed limit is just as you pass the sign giving you the information. 

How many opportunities to meet with Jesus are we missing because we are on auto pilot? 

Do you know who doesn’t miss opportunities? Jesus. He’s right there waiting for you to see Him, hear Him, know Him. As many times as we drive by, He sees us and knows us. 

“But God did listen! He paid attention to my prayer.”

‭‭Psalms‬ ‭66‬:‭19‬ ‭NLT‬‬

Will you look for Jesus everyday, while you’re out and about? Will you open your eyes with a fresh view and notice everything He’s offering you? He’s not forgotten you, just maybe you’ve missed what He’s trying to give.

Lord-

Thank you for the lesson you gave me today. Im so grateful that I serve a God who listens and pays attention. Give me grace to keep my eyes on you.

Amen 

Victorious

Polk County, Mo
2022
Amaryllis belladonna 

“But thank God! He gives us victory over sin and death through our Lord Jesus Christ.”

‭‭1 Corinthians‬ ‭15‬:‭57‬ ‭NLT‬‬

Running late?

Feeling frustrated?

Unsure of tomorrow?

Rest in the Lord. Share your thoughts. Lay it all out, let it all go.

In the midst of the storm, there is victory.

Running late? Breathe. Enjoy the journey and slow down. 

Feeling frustrated? Stop the battle. Striving causes weariness. Strength from the Lord leads to victory. 

Unsure of tomorrow? Even sparrows are not concerned about tomorrow. Live for today.

Today, right now, this moment is victorious. 

Embrace it. 

“Don’t be afraid, for I am with you. Don’t be discouraged, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you. I will hold you up with my victorious right hand.”

‭‭Isaiah‬ ‭41‬:‭10‬ ‭NLT‬‬

Pinky Swear

 “For the word of God will never fail.””

‭‭Luke‬ ‭1‬:‭37‬ ‭NLT‬‬

“Pinky swear and seal it.”

My kids and I created this saying when we made promises that could not be broken. The “seal it” was the bind that made it unbreakable. If you didn’t believe you could keep the promise then you didn’t seal it. 

Sounds like a great plan but we all know circumstances come along, not caring what sealing the pinky swear means!

Thank goodness we have a God who understands how important promises are and the security that comes with an unbreakable promise. His word never fails. Every one of his promises are sealed, dependable, circumstance-free.

“God is faithful [He is reliable, trustworthy and ever true to His promise—He can be depended on]…”

‭‭1 Corinthians‬ ‭1‬:‭9‬ ‭AMP‬‬

On our good days, he is faithful.

On our bad days , he is reliable.

When we lose our way, he is trustworthy.

When we are deep in prayer, he is true to his promises.

He meets us with promises of love, forgiveness, free will, joy, and so much more. 

Will you meet him?

Crocus
Bringing the promise of spring…
Texas County, Missouri
February 2023

Same

 

As events occur that change our lives forever, our Lord remains the same always.
Bleeding Hearts 
May 2015

“Because of Christ and our faith in Him, we can now come boldly and confidently into God’s presence.”

Ephesians 3:12 NLT

Yesterday was a glorious day. The sun was bright, not a cloud in the sky, 60 degrees in February and the beginnings of early spring bulbs are peeping through the soil. It was like a big smile that touched everything. Night came and along with it were high winds urging in thunderstorms and risk of tornadoes. This morning brought a dreary, windy day that has not reached much above 30 degrees. 

Seasons indeed change and anyone living in the Midwest knows that we can endure all four seasons in one day. Sometimes, we can see all four seasons in one moment! 

While the day is filled with questions like “What season will arrive today?”, I know that my God is constant. I know He’s the same yesterday, today, and tomorrow. His gift of Jesus spreads hope and never waivers.

“In whom we have security and access with confidence by the faith of him.”

Ephesians 3:12 JUB

As the weather changes, we can rest in the promise of Jesus. We are offered boldness as we stand in Jesus’ name. Confidence as arrows fly. Security as we send our worries to the cross. Faith to wait on His perfect timing. Trust as we let ourselves go. We are offered all of this plus access to the Father 24/7, 365 days of the year! Now that is an insurance plan that is priceless. 

Will you accept Jesus as God’s Son, sheltering Him in your heart as He takes up residence? As the world changes around you, the promise remains that God will not change. 

“All this is proceeding along lines planned all along by God and then executed in Christ Jesus. When we trust in him, we’re free to say whatever needs to be said, bold to go wherever we need to go…”

‭‭Ephesians‬ ‭3‬:‭11‬-‭13‬ ‭MSG‬‬

Lord-

I ask that hearts reading are ever changed and will provide a place for you to dwell. May these hearts grow in boldness, confidence , security, faith, and trust as you provide access day and night.

Amen

Cancel the Housekeeper

 

Redbud Leaf
2022

“God would surely have known it, for he knows the secrets of every heart.”

‭‭Psalms‬ ‭44‬:‭21‬ ‭NLT‬‬

There was a time in my life when housekeeping and life clashed. I needed help as a new mother and hired a housekeeper for a short time. The night before she would arrive, I would clean! I couldn’t let her see my house in that state! 

How often do we think the same with our relationship with God? Cleaning up before meeting our Heavenly Father, forgetting He knows everything, even the number of hairs on our head. 

“And the very hairs on your head are all numbered. So don’t be afraid; you are more valuable to God than a whole flock of sparrows.”

‭‭Luke‬ ‭12‬:‭7‬ ‭NLT‬‬

He doesn’t want us to clean house first, then meet Him. He wants us raw. Honest with ourselves, honest with Him. He already knows what’s happening, our hearts. He invites us to come in anger, grief, joy, humility. He is not asking us to wipe our feet at the door. 

“My heart has heard you say, “Come and talk with me.” And my heart responds, “Lord, I am coming.””

‭‭Psalms‬ ‭27‬:‭8‬ ‭NLT‬‬

He’s calling your name and He wants you to meet Him exactly as you are! Do not stop to clean up, meet Him and say, “Yes Lord.”

Lord-

Oh how amazing you are, protector, counselor, friend! You know our hearts and you love us with a great overwhelming love. You see us, in our muck, and still invite us. How precious you see us, even when we can’t see it in ourselves or each other. Thank you for loving each and every one of us. 

Amen

Life Saver

 “The Lord says, “I will rescue those who love me. I will protect those who trust in my name.”

‭‭Psalms‬ ‭91‬:‭14‬ ‭NLT‬‬

When I was in elementary school, my mother signed my sister and I up for swimming lessons. We were incredibly excited!  We arrived and all excitement left us. Swoosh! Fear arrived and pitched a tent.

It took me awhile to trust my instructor, to believe I wouldn’t drown. I noticed my swim mates having fun, floating, treading water, laughing. Why couldn’t I let go?

Why can’t I trust?

Why am I questioning?

How many can relate to asking these questions throughout their lifetime? I can admit I moved in with fear many times during my adult life. I can also admit that Jesus wasn’t part of my vocabulary as I had very little understanding of His life, Him, and my salvation.

No matter where you are in your life, you can love Him, trust Him and He will rescue you. Whisk you away from the tent of fear in which you’ve deemed your home. Envelope you as the waters climb upwards, breathe in for you as you gulp for air. Lather you in such protection that arrows will not penetrate.

“For you are my hiding place; you protect me from trouble. You surround me with songs of victory.”

‭‭Psalms‬ ‭32‬:‭7‬ ‭NLT‬‬

While my story of swim lessons end in a near drowning experience, my spiritual life is far from that image. I was blessed to be part of a family who loved Jesus so much they shared Him with me. A beautiful hiding place decorated in protection and melodies of victory.

We can share the same with others. The knowledge of rescue, promise of protection, His love. 

We have family and friends drowning. Let’s introduce them to the Savior, give grace in the form of a raft, and demonstrate how to anchor  in hope.

“We love each other because he loved us first.”

‭‭1 John‬ ‭4‬:‭19‬ ‭NLT‬‬

Bridge at Loess Bluff National Wildlife  Refuge
2020

Seeking Wonder in Sadness

A new beginning…

Texas County, Missouri

February 2023

 “Have mercy on me, Lord, for I am in distress. Tears blur my eyes, my body and soul are withering away. I am dying from grief; my years are shortened by sadness. sin has drained my strength; I am wasting away from within.” 

Psalms 31: 9-10 NLT

At one time, I would have read Psalms 31:9-10 and focused on despair, pain, and grief. I would have wallowed in the feeling and sadness. To be honest, if that’s where you are today, it’s absolutely okay. It’s okay to resonate with David’s words as you sob. 

Today, I read Psalms 31:9-10 with wonder and hope. I read it knowing my words to the Lord are not ignored, my plea for mercy is heard. He’s not left me alone in my grief, my sadness. As I cry out, He is drying my tears, taking it all in. Allowing my strength to melt into Him because He knows my strength isn’t enough. He patiently waits for me to just let go so He can give in a mighty way.

“…I will guide you along the best pathway for your life. I will advise you and watch over you.”     

Psalms 32:8 NLT

He hears.

He knows.

Give Him your pain.

Give Him your grief.

He has so much more for you to experience. 

Cry out. Heal up. Praise His name.

Lord-

I lift up all who are hurting and withering in despair. I pray they hear your voice. I pray for healing to begin and a love for you to flourish. 

Amen